i just hate youi wish there was a way to choose who’s allowed to follow my blog…
i like the people i follow, i really do. not so sure about some of the people that follow me that i don’t follow. i mean, do they even understand who i am? stfuracist follows me yet i am just about as racist as it gets without singling out any one race, white people included. i think most people fall into some stereotypes, if not multiple ones. and minus my woman, who does it right, i think stretched ears (especially on guys) looks so god damned stupid.
oh, btw, right after this i will be adding PK’s husband to my follow list so this isn’t aimed at you. i dig you and your wife. great couple btw if anyone cares to check them out.
this last weekend i got into an argument with my mom and one of my sisters. i had a rocky upbringing and recently have been exposed to spending way more time with my family than i am used to. a few things that don’t normally bother me started bothering me. i let it go until my mom sent me some insane email about thanking god for everything even in advanced for shit “he hasn’t done yet” i was super offended by this. i don’t believe in “god” or appreciate when people use him as an excuse for anything, good or bad. i am sick of people worshipping some nonsense figure that judges everyone and what not. it’s all a huge contradiction in that anything that could be considered to be “almighty” or “the creator of man” would never share the same attributes we do. there is no judgement, no ego, none of the punishment aspects of an “all knowing super being”. it’s just bullshit to keep people from getting out of line. not that it actually helps at all, more people in the history of time have died in the name of “god” than all other possible methods of demise. all that being said, if you chose to believe in that crap, great! i don’t give a shit and you shouldn’t let that stop you anyway! who cares what anyone else thinks if you have faith then you don’t need confirmation from an outside source. but don’t expect to change my mind either. if you believe in something then you don’t need other people to believe it just to make it true. unless you need someone else to agree so you don’t feel like a nut job for thinking there is one force in the world that controls everything and still has time to listen to your problems let alone care enough to help you.
all that leads to the fact that i realized that as you get older, you get the power to chose who is and isn’t a part of your life. you don’t like the guy at the bank, go to a different bank. you don’t like your neighbors, move or make them move. we are all in control of our own choices and the outcome. all you need to do is believe in yourself. if “god” created us in his image are we not gads as well? are we not the minds that created such a web of lies that we can control every aspect of the human condition? we are and i am just sick of people making excuses for mediocrity.
also, i don’t fucking care if you have something to say about my posts if you are telling me you don’t like it. just go fuck yourself and stay off my page. maybe you can cry about it too… more to come. i am filled with rage today.
